Once upon a time I believed that if you tried really hard you could feel God in the pockets of sunlight coming in through the window. If you held really tight, you could trap the light in your palms and it would fill you with love and joy and peace and contentment. I believed in that light, that by thinking hard enough, you could see God in every molecule that exists. The magic of your heart beating, inhaling oxygen, life everywhere inside of you.

If I try hard enough I can get close...

It never lasts for long and you can't put your finger on it, but you know it's there. It's a secret I only want to share with the ones I love the most, that most precious thing, of knowing you'll always be okay.