Christmas Is Coming!

Oh my goodness this is now one of my favorite Christmas songs. I have never heard of it before, until my dad got her CD. It's by Julianne Hough and it's called "It Wasn't His Child/Mary Did You Know?"

He was her man, she was his wife

And late one winter night

He knelt by her as she gave birth

But it wasn't his child

It wasn't his child

Yet still he took him as his own

And as he watched him grow

It brough him joy

He loved that boy

But it wasn't his child

It wasn't his child

Mary did you know

That your baby boy

Would one day walk on water?

Mary did you know

That your baby boy

Would save our sons and daughters?

Did you know that your baby boy

Has come to make you new

This child that you delivered

Will soon deliver you

But like a father he was strong and kind

And I believe he did his best

It wasn't easy for him

He did all he could

He grew up with his hands in wood

And he died with his hands in wood

It was God's child, It was God's child

The blind will see, the deaf will hear

The dead will live again

The lame will leap, the dumb will speak

The praises of the lamb

Mary did you know

That your baby boy

Is Lord of all creation?

Mary did you know

That your baby boy

Would one day rule the nations?

Did you know

That your baby boy

Is heavens perfect lamb?

The sleeping child your holding

Is the great I am

He was her man, she was his wife

And late one winter night

He knelt by her as she gave birth

But it wasn't his child

Mary did you know

It wasn't his child

Mary did you know

It was God's child, it was God's child

It was God's child

Everything

You're a falling star
You're the get away car
You're the line in the sand
When I go to far
You're the swimming pool
On an August day
And you're the perfect thing to say
And you play it coy
But it's kind of cute
Oh when you smile at me
You know exacty what you do
Baby don't pretend
That you don't know it's true
'Cause you can see it
When I look at you
An in this crazy life
And through these crazy times
I'ts you, it's you you make me sing
You're every line, you're every word
You're everything
You're a carasel
You're a wishing well
And you light me up
When you ring my be
You're a mystery
You're from outer space
You're every minute for everyday
And I can't believe oh that I'm your man
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can
Whatever comes our way
Oh we'll see it through
And you know that's what our love can do
And in this crazy life
And through these crazy times
It's you, It's you, you make me sing
You're every line, you're every word
You'e everything
So la la la la la la la
So la la la la la la la
And in this crazy life
And through these crazy times
It's you its you, you make me sing
You're every line, you're every word
You're everthing
You're every song and I sing along
'Caue you're my everything.
So la la la la la la la
So la la la la la la la
la la la la la la

Are you kiddng me?

Okay so that football game was such an emotional roller coaster. I don't even know. Okay so first of all Centenial...not cool. I mean c'mon can't you win with a little bit more pride, and with little bit more honor and respect. You guys were just ridiculous. And that one guy who pushed Rentar out of the way when he tried to help him. Man I just wanted to smack that guy in the face! That was so rude. And then you have the nerve to storm off the field and when your trainers want to help you too then you swing punches at them! What he heck is your problem. And no!, we did not take a cheap shot. It's football, you are suppose to do whatever it takes to get a guy down and that's what we did. Just suck it up you baby! And why were you guys instigating fights with our players? You guys should have had about 50 other penalties for that. I don't know if you guys noticed that at all, but yeah one of their players kept taking swings at our players. And then AFTER the game, woo that was emotional. I have never cried so much. I never knew I loved football that much. And wow , David Watkins, you can put on a hell of a prayer. Amen to you. It was the saddest thing in the world to see our boys crying like that. I have never seen that. Every single coach on the field, every single player, and every single parent, friend, family member, was crying. Including me. It was just a tough game and honestly we deserve to win it. I mean we obviously made more mistakes, but we were much more worthy of the victory. Oh and then Trevor man, you played an amazing game. I'm sorry you couldn't win for you Gma but I'm sure she was with you throughout the game. I was praying for angels the whole game, to give us strength, swiftness, and wings to help us fly. And I'll tell you, it worked a few times. Amazing catches, tackles, and speed definately kept is in that game. And most importantly heart, we found it within ourselves to come back. I love our team and I am so proud. WE BE CP!!!!

I'm A TAURUS!!!!

ALRIGHT SO THIS IS SOME UNIMPORTANT INFO FOR ALL YOU TARUEANS OUT THERE!!!

The Taurus Personality Expressed Positively: Taureans who re content with life radiate a glow of health and happiness. They are at their best when occupied wiht useful tasks that make their life and the lives of those around them more beautiful, harmonious, and fulfilling. Their ability to put events, both good and bad, into perspective allows them to see things practically, not emotionally.

The Taurus Personality Expressed Negatively: A taurs who is either afraid of or uncomfortable with change displays one of their negative characteristics. Taureans may cling to traditional ideas more out of habit than principle.

Ask A Taurus If...: Ask a Taurus if you want advice on how to increase your power and prestige. Taurus is never shy about giving tips and pointers, adn will do it in such a nice way, you won't even realize youa re being criticized. Tarus takes the long-term view of matters.

Taurus As Friends: They make for gentle, charming, loving, and totally trustworthy friends. Because most Tarean indivudals are unwilling to rely on others, they are usually very dependable themselves. A good Taurus will demonstrage a strong sense of loyalty to their friends. When it comes to friendship, Taurus looks for someone who is steady and devoted, and not given to panic or changes of plans.

Looking For Love: Taureans enjoy simplicty. A Taurus will know he is in love when he just wants to be witha certain individual and watch that person live life naturally. Disliking signs of weakness, physical or emotional, a typical Taurus prizes a partner who has a strong a personality as she does. People whoa re rude, possess tacky taste, or have an unpleasant voice are unlikely to attract a Taurus. They don't like shallow people and it takes a great deal more than good looks to turn their head. They enjoy compliments, but are much too level-headed to be taken in by them alone. They are attracted to someone who is not afraid to be themselves.

First Dates: A good first date would be a football game, since Taurus loves any social, cultural, or sproting event.

Pairing Up: Taurus w/ Taurus = Harmonious; w/ Gemini = Harmonious; w/ Cancer = Harmonious; w/ Leo = Difficult, w/ Virgo = Harmonious in the extreme; w/ Libra: Turbulent; w/ Scorpio = Difficult to the extreme; w/ Sagittarius = Turbulent; w/ Capricorn = Harmonious; w/ Aquarius = Difficult; w/ Pisces = Harmonious; w/ Aries = Harmonious.

Anyway

You can spend your whole life building something for nothing
And one storm can come and blow it all away
Build it anyway
You can chase a dream that seems so out of reach
And you it know might not ever come your way
Dream it anyway
God is great, but sometimes life ain't good
And when I pray, it doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway, I do it anyway
This worlds gone crazy and it's hard to believe
That tomorrow will be better then today
Believe it anyway
You can love someone with all your heart for all the right reasons
And in a moment they can choose to walk away
Love 'em anyway
God is great, but sometimes life ain't good
And when I pray, it doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway, yeah I do it anyway
You can pour your soal out singing a song you believe in
That tomorrow they'll forget you ever sang
Sing it anyway, yeah sing it anyway
I sing, I dream, I love anyway

A Whole New World

Thanks Jasmine! Thank you so much for getting this song stuck in my head all freakin' day! haha just kidding. no but serioulsy thank you for teaching me how to play it on the piano. I have not stopped playing it since. =)

I can show you the world

Shining, shimmering, splendid

Tell me princess now when did

You last let your heart decide

I can open your eyes

Take you wonder by wonder

Over sideways and under

On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world

A new fantastic point of view

No one to tell us no

Or where to go

Or say we're only dreaming

A whole new world

A dazzling place I never new

But when I'm way up here

It's crystal clear

That now I'm in a whole new world with you

Now I'm in a whole new world with you

Unbelievable sights

Indescribable feelings

Soaring, tumbling, freewilling

Through an endless diamond sky

A whole new world

Don't you dare close your eyes

A hundred thousand things to see

Hold your breath - it gets better

I'm like a shooting star

I've come so far

I can't go back to where I use to be

A whole new world

Every turn a surprise

With new horizons to pursue

Every moment red-letter

I'll chase them anywhere

There's time to spear

Let me share this whole new world with you

A whole new world

That's where we'll be

A thrilling chase

A wondrous place

For you and me

Made Me Laugh...

So I was listening to Eric Church. My dad bought the CD. And I thought this song was really funny.

I believe that gas is too damn high
Ain't nothin' more American than Mama's apple pie
I believe in love, I believe in peace
But I don't believe we'll ever see it in the Middle East
I believe the Bible is cold hard fact
And I believe that Jesus is comin' back
Before she does
I believe the Sabbath is the day of rest
The tax man and the devil share the same address
I believe don't start if you're gonna quit
I believe in keep your mouth shut and carry a big stick
I believe dogs are better than cats
And I believe that Jesus is comin' back
Before she does
There's absolutely, positively no doubt in my mind
That O.J did it, Lee Harvey didn't and she's really gone this time
I believe that cold cold beer
Tastes better on a barstool than it does anywhere
I believe hard work really makes the man
But everyone should wet a line every now and then
I believe it's best to pay in cash
And I believe that Jesus is comin' back
Before she does
There's absolutely, positively no doubt in my mind
That O.J did it, Lee Harvey didn't and she's really gone this time

LOST!

Okay so today Madeline lost her binder right? So we went all around school looking for it. (She found it by the way!) Thanks to Miss Desiray and Miss Samaira. :) And then right now my mom just got a call from the school saying that they have my cell phone. haha. So yeah if you guys for some reason read this and were thinking about texting me, don't think I am ignoring you because I'm Not! I swear! Gosh this is kind of bugging me all of a sudden that people will be worried if I don't reply, and I can't call them and tell them to not text me....so yeah woop-de-doo for me. But it is probably better for me so that I am not distracted so that I can do my homework....speaking of which. I should probably get started on it! Byee!

More Taylor Swift

~The Best Day

I'm five years old it's getting out
I got my big coat on
I hear your laugh and look up smiling at you
I run and run
Past the pumpkin patch and the tractor rides up now
The sky is gold, I hug your legs and fall asleep
On the way home
I don't know why all the trees change in the fall
But I know you're not scared of anything at all
Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away
But I know I had the best day with you today
I'm thirteen now and don't know how my friends could be so mean
I come home crying' and you hold me tight and grab the keys
And we dive and drive until we've found a town far enough away
And we talk and window shop 'til I forgot all they're names
I don't know who I'm gonna talk to now at school
But I know I'm laughing on the car road with you
Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay
But I know I had the best day with you today.
I have an excellent father
His strength is making me stronger
God smiles on my little brother,
Inside and out he's better then I am
I grew up in a pretty house and I had space to run
And I had the best days with you
There is a video I found from back when I was three
You set up a paint set in the kitchen and you're talking to me
It's the age of pricess and pirate ships and the seven dwarves
My daddy's smart and you're the prettiest lady in the whole wild world
Now I know why all the trees change in the fall
I know you were on my side even when I was wrong
And I love you for giving me your eyes
Staying back and watching me shine
And I didn't know if you knew
So I'm takin' this chance to say
I had the best day with you today

I'M IN LOVE

hahah i mean with the new Taylor Swift CD...it's my new addiction. haha. Her lyrics are just so easy to relate to. Here's one of my new favorites...
That's The Way I Loved You ~ Taylor Swift (obviously)

He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kind of rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
He respects my space
And never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing
And I'm comfortable
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
He can't see the smile Im faking
And my heart's not breaking
Cause I'm not feeling anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating, intoxicating
Complicated, got away by some mistake and now
I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
It's 2am and I'm cursing your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

So yeah!!! I am going to White Lime on Saturday!!!!!! very very very indescribably excited. And then Life Night on Sunday!! so so so excited.

God Bless the Broken Road

So basically I most definitely will not be able to write something on Friday...well mabye but just in case I don't...we are playing Great Oak! And it's our last game of the season! besides playoffs and CIF and all that jazz...but it should be fun! I encourage all of you to come...it is predicted that it is going to be a blowout. but then again these are the games in which we can't get cocky...because it will probably turn on us and we will lose somehow. My cousin Ryan (the one that made the GOHS sign and put it in my binder that all of you are freakin' out about) was so funny at stadium pizza. He was like "you guys better watch out, this is going to be a close game".....obviously in a sarcastic tone. haha but it was really funny.

"I set out on a narrow way many years ago, hoping I would find true love along the broken road. But I got lost a time or two, wiped my brow, and kept pushing through. I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you. Every long lost dream, lead me to where you are. Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars pointing me on my way into your loving arms. This much I know is true, that God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you. I think about the years I've spent just passing through. I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you. But you just smile and take my hand, you've been there you understand. It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true. Every long lost dream led me to where you are. Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars pointing me on my way into your loving arms. This much I know is true, that God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you."

My Lucky Day

I literally had THE luckiest day today! No joke! Besides softball (which was a nightmare), I think that something lucky happened to me every single period.

1st period = we were assigned a ridiculous amount of problems for homework and i was like "there is no way in heck that i am going to be able to do this. there's just now way." and then Mr. Pain was like "oh yeah they are due on monday"...........LUCKY!!!

2nd period = Mr. Wells was asking all these questions that i "thought" i had the answer to, so i would raise my hand right? and then he would never call on me and the person he did call on answered something totally different then i was thinking, but it was right. So if he would of called on me all those times, i would of looked like an idiot!........LUCKY!!

3rd period = I had a Spanish presentation and Mr. Loya said that we could look at the flier we made and then when I got to class he said that when he calls are name we have to give him our rubric and our flier so we can't read off of it!!! and then everyone protested and he said "okay you can use your flier but if you read off of it you are going to get major points docked off" and so i was like "SHOOT!! i didn't memorize it!" and so i was going to try and memorize it really quickly but i was like third in line to go, but then suddenly he decided to start from the OPPOSITE end of the classroom!!! and so i was third from last to go....LUCKY!!

4th period = We had homework last night that we were suppose to do...and she didn't tell us, so i didn't do it...and then she was like "I will have the sub go over the homework w/ you tom" LUCKY!!!

5th period = I got the easiest DBQ ever! And i only read about half the chapter!...LUCKY

6th period = SOOOO NOT LUCKY!!!

Saturday Six

GUYS I FORGOT ABOUT MY SATURDAY SIX! I can't believe it...I have just been so sidetracked with all my emotions...that I forgot to write it on Saturday. How selfish. haha but anyway...here they are.

1.) Aunt Paulette and Uncle Steve: Thank you so much for your hospitality and generosity and just for making this trip to Tennessee the best experience ever.

2.) My whole family: for showing me that despite our differences and everything bad that has happened this year, that we can come together as a family and just appreciate the gift of life.

3.) My Uncle Mark: for allowing me see things in a deeper meaning and for teaching me how to make something out of nothing, how to start over, and how to stay strong when things go wrong. Keep going Uncle Mark and don't let anybody blow down your deck of cards, you've got such a good hand, and you have so much to live for.

4.) My Uncle Mike: for being the most hilarious guy ever and entertaining me the whole time. "I'm as sharp as tater salad."

5.) Tennessee: for being the most beautiful state I have ever seen. For turning your trees colors other then green and for keeping the sun behind the clouds.

6.) God: for giving me an experience I will never forget and will never take for granted. For making me realize that things are not always as they seem, that even though it doesn't seem that my family is ever there for me, they really are. It's good to know that they love me back.

Home

So guys.....I'm home. And for the first time, it doesn't feel right to be home. Like I said I wasn't ready to leave the life I had in Tennessee. When I was flying over California i realized that this state is nowhere near as beautiful as TN. It's kind of funny actually how much kids in TN want to move to California and how much kids in California want to live somewhere else...or maybe that's just me, yeah that's probably just me. But there was just something about the colors of the leaves, the cold cold weather, and just the whole atmosphere of Tennessee that just made me feel at home. Maybe I'm not as much of a Cali girl as I thought I was. But, at the same time, I would never leave the people that I have grown to love here in California. I couldn't imagine life without them, but if I could I would fly all of you guys out to Tennessee so that I can still have all my friends, but still fulfill my needs of being in the most beautiful state ever. hahaha how selfish would that be! Don't worry guys, I would never drag you out there.

I've had just enough of the spot light, when i burns bright
To know how it gets in the blood
And I've tasted my share of the sweet life and the wild ride
And found a little is not quite enough
I know how I can stray
And how fast my heart could change
Empty me of the selfishness inside
Every vain ambition and the poison of my pride
And any foolish thing my heart holds to
Lord empty me of me so I can be
Filled with you
I've seen enough of the quick buys of the best lies
To know how prodigals can be drawn away
I know how I can stray
And how fast my heart could change
Empty me of the selfishness inside
Every vain ambition and the poison of my pride
And any foolish thing my heart holds to
Lord empty me of me
So I can be filled with you
'Cause everything is a lesser thing
Compared to you, compared to you
'Cause everything is a lesser thing
Compared to you, compared to you

The Reason

So I promised that I would eventually upload pictures of my baby cousin on there, and I always keep my promises....so here they are. Her name is Hannah Raine Riding...but she got adopted and her new parents (the second picture) changed her middle name so now she is officially:
Hannah Elizabeth Riding. But it's kind of upsetting in a way, because Raine is something that is very personal and special to her real mom and then they went and changed it, but what can we do? We are just thankful that they took Hannah in, we are truly blessed. That baby is going to be very difficult to handle and from what I hear about her new parents, they are up for the challenge.

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I found a reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I found a reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

B-E-A-UTIFUL

Gosh guys this place is indescribable. Everything is so beautiful! Winter in CA can't even compare to here. The leaves are changing and falling, it's amazing. So it's my last day here, I leave tomorrow. And I really don't want to go. I wish I could stay a few more days...or weeks. I'm not ready to leave. I feel like (as i have said before to some of you) that I am experiencing a whole other part of my life that I never even knew existed. Do you know what I mean? And i feel like i'm not ready to leave this part of my life just yet. Yesterday night, when everyone was asleep, i was just sitting in the chair in my room staring out the window, taking it all in. I realized that I really have been missing something my whole life, and that's my family. And even though some of my family has done some stupid stuff in the past, this trip has allowed me to forgive all of it. And now I am asking for forgiveness because I am so upset with myself for being angry at them all these years, for not even giving them a chance. This trip has really changed my perspective on everything. And now that I have met my uncle and seen the kind of man he really is, I actually care now for all the things that have happened. I used to be bitter at him for all the things he's done, but after yesterday night I wish I wouldn't have been so selfish and so unsympathetic.

Saturday Six/Sunday Song

Okay so this week, probably not the best...but this weekend, definitely the best in a while. I had so much fun trying to occupy myself at the fall festival and having my movie night. I was really proud of myself that I didn't get scared when we were watching the Saw III. I guess the movie was just more twisted then it was scary. But it wasn't as good as the first the first Saw. Anyway, I am going have to do my Saturday Six and my Sunday Song since I was much too busy to do the Sat. six yesterday. Okay so here it goes...

1.) Sara (on the way to my house), Madeline, Jasmine (over text), and Molly (at the fall Festival), I am so blessed that I have somebody to confide in, and just tell you my problems. Thank you guys!

2.) Abby for being a great sister, and taking me to HSM 3!!

3.) Brittney, Rachel, David, Chris, Andrew, Lisa, and Abby for giving me such a fun time at White Lime and Stadium Pizza.

4.) My brother for ordering that delicious pasta and stuffed crust pizza from Pizza Hut. Thanks bubba!

5.) Maddie for sending out a prayer for me

6.) My mom and dad for setting up my movie night! I appreciate it so much. I don't know what I would do with out you guys! Love you guys!

Saturday Six

Alright guys so this is obviously Saturday! And so it's the Saturday Six things that I've been blessed with this whole week! So here it goes...

1.) Molly for having someone that i can talk with and laugh with during lunch. That was fun just hanging out in front of the school. We get each others' sarcasm!

2.) The Hills for making me appreciate how much I love my life. Drama free! Seriously guys, that's the way to go. Avoid it at all costs!

3.) Miss Madeline Wilga for picking me up on my lowest days. And making me smile in countless ways. And for understanding how important Life Night is to me.

4.) Lisa Hunt for writing such nice things about me and Madeline. God bless you! I will miss you at Life Night....hopefully I get to go! *fingers crossed*

5.) Race for the Cure and spreading breast cancer awareness. It's great that so many people are volunteering for such an good cause. Whether it be those who run or those who volunteer, you all are a part of something amazing.

6.) Minute Men or any Disney movie rather. They always make me smile and brighten my day. =) And because I can't do a Saturday seven i am just going to combine a lot into six. I am blessed to be such a good morning person. It's a good way to start off the day instead of being grumpy. And Chris Mueller and all of the CORE team for establishing Life Night. Thanks for making something where I can come and release my anger and just focus on what's most important, love.

Homecoming Pictures!

......1.) Haha i would never buy that bag! Unless it stood for My Earth! But I'm pretty sure it doesn't.
2.) I LOVE that picture! I actually felt short for ONCE in my life! Emily and Becca...GORGEOUS!
3.) I've always wanted to do that...and it was perfectcause the tables in the background were blue and green! GO PUMAS! That was so much fun just sitting at the tables with Molly and Jasmine acting like we just got stood up. haha I LOVE YOU GUYS!

I'd Lie

I don't think the passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the colors in his eyes

He'll never fall in love
He swears, as he runs his fingers through his hair
I'm laughing cause I hope he's wrong
And I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke, I fake a smile
But I kno all his favorite songs

And I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him
I'd lie

He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on
Doesn't he know that I've had him memorized for so long
And he sees everything in black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishin' he was mine

I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him
I'd lie

He stands there, then walks away
My God, if I could only say
I'm holding every breath for you

He'd never tell you
But he can play guitar
I think he can see through everything but my heart
First thought when I wake up is
My God, he's beautiful
So I put on my make-up
And pray for a miracle

Yes, I could tell you
His favorite color's green
And he loves to argue
Oh, and it kills me
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him...
If you ask me if I love him...
I'd lie

Homecoming

Well I just wanted to say, to everyone that is going to Homecoming, HAVE FUN! and make the most of it. Because....well just do it! haha and I will see you there!

WE BE CP

Alrighty guys as you probably already know the PUMAS killed Cathedral City. We won 56-3!! WOOT WOOT! But it was an amazing Homecoming game! so good job pumas. It was kind of funny though how the coaches got mad when they scored that field goal. I was like c'mon seriously i don't think that those three points are going to a potential threat to the score of the game. I mean I know that we wanted the shut out but seriously, three points is NOT going to kill us. hahaha but anyway it was FREEZING down on the field! Thank God that Coach Wilga lent me one of his jackets. And another coach was supplying me constantly with packets of Starbursts. hahah his wife works for like a candy company and so he gets all these candies and stuff that haven't even come out yet. So yeah it's pretty cool to be like one of the first people to eat them! yeah anyway I was kind of upset that Kylie Buffington didn't win Queen, but oh well! anyway so now it's time for my Saturday Six I think. So here we go.....

1.) God bless Mr. Kinley. Friday was his last day at CHS and he really has been a great principle. It's a bummer because he was a cool person and he was so funny! He really did lessen the amount intensity that was on the football field, he definitely made me and maddie laugh a lot. So hopefully everything goes well with him as he moves from Temecula. :)

2.) Abby again gave me another opportunity to go to Life Night and just have an amazing experience and try to build up my relationship with God again. She is the best and only sister that I have ever had! I LOVE YOU ABBY!

3.) Jasmine for being the best psychiatrist in the world! Thank you so much my love! "Your a true friend, you're here 'til the end. You pull me aside when something ain't right. Talk with me now and into the night, 'til it's alright again." And yes i know i just quoted Hannah Montana, don't make fun of me it's a good quote...just wish the song was better.

4.) The Wilga Family for babysitting me so many times and taking me to all the football games. And for having the most amazing juice I have ever tasted!

5.) For Air 1 90.3 for playing the most amazing music! And for ipods that allow me to play these songs whenever I need to here them.

6.) For the guitar, even though I only know one song, that song a great one. "Here I am to Worship" Oh and Youtube for allowing me to figure out how to play it!

Thought For The Week

So I told some of you, but not all of you that I am making a video of all of my friends. It's kind of like Taylor Swifts video to "I'm Only Me When I'm With You." But anyway I was watching it ( the one I made) and literally...i don't know what hit me, but it was like a huge _____ of realization. fill in the blank, cause i can't find the right word. I just realized how much i don't appreciate the friendships that I have with everyone and I felt so bad. I feel like I take so much from everybody but I never give anything back, so i just wanted to apologize and say that I really am thankful and i am truly blessed with the friendships that I share with all of you. hahaha i just read that over and I'm sorry if that sounded corny BUT IT'S TRUE! Anyway moral of the story, I LOVE MY GROUP OF FRIENDS!

Hey! So first of all that picture was a lot prettier in person. That's the view from my backyard. And not to brag or anything, but I think I have one of the best views in Temecula. I can see forever and the sun sets literally right to the right of that mountain. It's really something truly amazing. It's really a good place to think and reflect. Anyway so here's the point of this entry...I am going to tell you my...i guess system for this blog. Monday is "Monday Madness" that's when I just talk about random things that I just keep rambling on and on about...kind of like now. It's practically "crazy talk" which is where the "madness" comes in. Tuesday is "Two For Tuesday" which means I probably won't even do an entry because I will be at Two for Tuesday at Stadium Pizza. Wednesday is "Wednesday Wishes" where i talk about things that I hope will go the right way...wishes of mine. Thursday is the "Thursday Thought of the Week". Where i just take something that happened during the week and then like give advice...i guess you could call it. Friday is "Friday Football" which means I will be at the football game, so I probably won't do an entry. But i will post what happened during the game the next day. Saturday is "Saturday Six" where I will write six things that made me so happy that week. And made me feel so blessed and thankful. And finally it's "Sunday Song" this is where I will either write down lyrics to a song, or even to a song of my own that I have written. I won't tell you though if they are mine or not, but it probably won't be that hard to tell since I base my songs off of my life and what's going on in it. And so basically the lyrics of the songs are either something that either helped me get through the week, made me happy, or are just meaningful in some way to me. So I guess today is Thursday Thought of the Week which I'm going to do on the next post.

As you can see there wasn't much bowling goin' on. =)

Hey guys! ohkay so basically this is what happened. They canceled my other blog and then sent an e-mail to me saying that they would transfer it to this site. Who's "they" you ask? I don't know. But whoever "they" are, they're liars! Practically all my past thing got deleted. woop-de-doo for me. But at the same time I was kind of happy because I felt like I needed a new blog. Kind of to refresh, since it's a new year, I have new thoughts, so yeah new is good. So let's see what's new with me. I went bowling last Saturday with everyone from the core team. It was so much fun. I didn't bowl though. There was another girl who really wanted to bowl, so I gave up my spot for her. But, I still had soo much fun! The video below is when I'm play maddie in air hockey and i was winning so andrew tried to help her out a bit. And then tomorrow is the Homecoming football game. I think you'll should go and support our PUMAS! WE BE CP!!! But really you guys should come, get involved! Football games are fun! And I think that you should actually watch the game...because if you look at it this way, our football players are putting on a show for you and if you're not watching, isn't that just kind of being disrespectful. Especially if you are sitting next to people that actually do want to watch the game and then you are just messing around. Even if you don't understand football, just fake it! hahaha but don't let me force you to do anything. It's a free country.